Friday, January 12, 2018

Battle Fatigue

Black Butterflies
Composite photograph by Michael Douglas Jones ©2018



We are, each and all, working on this life; a step and a stumble. The steps are small; the stumbles seem to fall forever, and when I see another friend has fallen to the insidious enemy of addiction, after fighting such a long, weary war, my soldier’s heart is broken. We are all in this fight; we might have battle fatigue; we might have our own deeper demons, our own empty chambers, but still, we must pick up our brothers in arms, hoist them over a shoulder, and move to higher ground, without judgment. This is a hundred year war, that we can win, even though the enemy is everywhere, omnipotent, invading our sleep, and our dreams. This enemy is walking through our neighborhood, where old friends become traitors, and the battle worn veterans feel exhausted, wounded, scarred; we see our comrades fall; we see the warriors in recovery fighting each day, hiding from the harsh lights of humiliation. So walk with me; take satisfaction in your scars; take satisfaction that you are a battle worn veteran, that you have taken one more step; pick up your brothers, your sisters, for you are them and they need your compassion and lovingkindness.


~Namaste

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Wednesday, November 1, 2017

Sunday, October 29, 2017

Wednesday, September 24, 2014

You are a gift.

  
UNION; The Courier Journals, 1861~1865 


    Over the past five years, you and I have developed a remarkable relationship; we are not numbers or transactions in this world; we are high above the bottom line. We are a gift, given back and forth at every moment, and I cherish you, each and all, my friends, my family, and my imaginary friends that I may never meet. The lift you have given me for these five years on this blog is beyond measure. 


    I have just converted my novella, UNION, to a .pdf file, and offer it to you as a gift of gratitude, and trust you to share it, pay forward to anyone else, or contribute what you think is a fair value for the work, as you see fit.   You may download the file on the left sidebar. The file can be uploaded to a Kindle or other device. If you would like me to email it directly to your Kindle, let me know, and we can try that. 


Now, let's see what you and I can create in the next five years.